Sometimes I go days,even weeks, where I have it all together…today, however, is not one of those days. Not even close. As I sit here holding a sleeping baby watching the boys play I look around the house and feel like a failure. There are dishes in the sink, laundry baskets patiently waiting to be… Continue reading

My life tends to take little growth spurts every now and then. I’m forced to grow emotionally in ways that I never thought I would. Right now I’m going through an awkward growth period where I’m not sure what to do with myself. I’m struggling to find my perfect place in this life, I hope… Continue reading

This year has ended up being quite the whirlwind. The baby spent 9 days in Childrens hospital, half of those in the PICU, Tyler lost his job, Tyler found a new job, we moved 700 miles, got rid of my childhood home. It’s just been one for the books for sure. I never would have… Continue reading

Since the holidays our house has been a disaster, and day in and day out I have freaked out trying to get into some sort of order. I get angry with the kids, angry with Tyler, angry with myself. Every single room in our house has boxes or bags of things we got for Christmas,… Continue reading